Can’t Draw a Sheep? Finding God’s Everlasting Love in the Mess

Have you ever felt like your spiritual life needed to be a masterpiece? Maybe you’ve sat down with your Bible and a beautiful new journal, only to feel a wave of "perfectionist paralysis" because you aren't sure where to start—or worse, you’re afraid you’ll make a mess of the pages.

If that’s you, I want to let you in on a little secret from my recent creative reflection on Matthew 18: I can’t actually draw a sheep.

During my latest session, I was using watercolors and collage to reflect on the Parable of the Lost Sheep. As I struggled to get the shape of that little lost lamb just right, I realized something profound. God wasn’t looking for a perfect illustration. He was looking for me.

Moving from "Striving" to "Sitting"

For 30 years as a speech therapist, I have helped people find their voices. But in my own life, there was a season where everything felt like it was falling apart. I was the one picking up the pieces for everyone else until I finally told God, "I can’t do this".

In that quiet, tear-soaked space, He gave me a simple invitation: "Come and create with Me".

I realized that when we slow our bodies down to paint, doodle, or collage, our nervous systems finally feel safe enough to quiet the noise. In that stillness, we move from striving—trying to get the Bible study "right"—to sitting on our Father’s lap and just being.

The Message in the Mess

I remember painting what looked like a bruise—just shades of grey, pink, and purple. I told Him, "God, this just looks like a mess". He whispered back, "I'm going to turn your mess into a message".

In Matthew 18, we see a Shepherd who leaves the ninety-nine to find the one who is lost. He doesn't wait for the sheep to look "perfect" or find its own way back. He goes into the mess to bring the sheep home.

Whether you are using a £2 pen or professional watercolors, the goal isn't the art. The goal is the presence. Your faith and creativity are meant to flow together to restore you, not drain you.

Try This 10-Minute Rhythm

If you are feeling weary or spiritually dry, I invite you to try a Spirit-Led Sketch:

1. Breathe: Take a moment to just be still.

2. Ask: "Father, what do you want to show me about your love today?"

3. Doodle: Don't worry about the "sheep." Just move your pen or brush as you listen.

4. Rest: Know that you are already loved, already creative, and already enough.

A Gentle Invitation

If you’re struggling to feel loved by God…
If anxiety has been weighing heavily on your heart…
If prayer feels hard or lonely…

Please know this:

You are not too much for God.
Your worries are not a burden to Him.
He cares — deeply.

If you’d like a gentle way to explore this kind of creative prayer for yourself, I’ve created a simple experience called Doodle with God.

It’s a quiet, creative space to sit with God, reflect on Scripture, and let your heart breathe again.
It’s currently $7, and I’m not sure how long it will stay at that price.

👉 You can find the link here : https://creativesoulspace.com/quiet

But whether you join or not, my hope is that you leave this knowing:

God desires relationship with you.
And His presence is full of joy.

Let's Stay Connected

I'd love to hear from you!

• What is God refining in you right now?

• Have you tried Bible journaling before?

• What's one "old thing" you're ready to let go of?

Leave a comment below or tag me on Instagram [@creativityreleased] — I read every message, and I'd be honored to pray for you.

And if you want more meditative Bible journaling videos, creative devotionals, and inspiration for your faith journey, subscribe to my YouTube channel and let's create together.

Thank you for being here. Thank you for showing up. Thank you for trusting God in the fire.

You're being refined for something beautiful.

🧰 Tools I Love (Optional for Your Quiet Time)

You don’t need any fancy tools, but if you want to enhance your creative journaling time, these are my personal favourites:

• New Living Translation Journal Bible
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• Pigma Micron Fineliners
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• Zig Kuretake Gansai Tambi 36 Color Set
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• Derwent Inktense Watercolour Pencils (Set of 36)
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